Sadness... tears...
January 4 2011, 5:26pm. we broke up. after all the waiting i did. the lonely nights i spent. that's all what i got from him. (wow this sounds like poetry). well, its how life goes. time flies and you need to let go of someone. today is already January 13 2011. 9 days since the break up. i have the feeling i will need to be alone for a long long time. he's just too cruel. i gave him everything but i guess it wasn't enough. too much for the long distance relationship, huh? he's probably got another girl now. that's what basically what guys do right? get a girl, play with their feelings for a while, and hop on to the next one. seriosuly. i hate guys like that. daikirai. i wish he could've just said to me goodbye properly... i was waiting so patiently... so faithfully... i guess i was asking too much...
January 4 2011
Me: are you _______? we need to talk about JD ~Sarah
Him: no. im not gonna talk to you.
apparently, that's it... we're over. it was that easy for him. i wish i could tell him that... that he's the only thing thats on my mind... the only thing i prayed for besides my family. the only thing... i ever wanted that badly... but then bothering him would make him hate me... i somehow just cant let go of him... maybe im stupid. expecting him to love me as much as i do... its all stupid
